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The Agony of Defeat

11/8/2020

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It has been a stressful week.

Our citizen-selves seemed fully engaged.  With all eyes on the presidential election results, it was difficult to get any shut-eye.

We all rejoice when we our team wins, but every American can relate to the agony of defeat.  Each of us has a history of disappointments, losses, and experiences that wound and hurt.  For all of us, it begins in childhood, and we navigate those waters throughout our lives.  No matter our age or accomplishments, a loss can makes us feel like that scolded child who could never do anything right in the eyes of his father, or like the rejected school girl who never got picked for the teams, or, perhaps, like the humiliated teen who wets his pants as he runs from a snarling dog while his friends stand on the sidewalk and laugh.

We each have our defining stories.  I can’t say we always get over them, but most of us get through them.  Some keep reliving those experiences to feed their anger, hatred, and retaliation.  Others become paralyzed with self-doubt, anxiety, and withdrawal.  For most of us, the hurts eventually lead to insight, empathy, and resilience.

Thankfully, most of us lick our wounds in private.  Our losses are not on public display for the entire world to see and exploit for entertainment value.  I have heard President Trump poke fun at empathy, and yet, I imagine he could use some today.

The agony of defeat can cloud our thinking, but losing the game does not make us losers.  Sometimes we have to put on our magnanimous hats to restore normalcy and reach for greatness.  Each of us would like to be remembered not for those silly moments when we were real characters, but for the important moments when we revealed our real characters. 

Most of us survive our falls by getting up before the bus runs over us.  Even with our legs broken, we eventually find a way to put our best foot forward and keep walking.  As Dr. Claire Weekes once counseled an anxious client who was afraid to cross the street, “Even rubber legs will get you there.”  That has been my mantra in the thirty years since I first read those words.

I have tried many things in my life.  None of them made me rich or famous.   By objective assessments, many of them were failures.  But all of them made me friends.  That is the currency with which I measure my success, and friendship is the ointment that has healed all of my wounds.

If you are suffering some agony, Dr. Weekes would say, “It is never too late to give yourself another chance.”
 
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 Some other tips for coping with anxiety from Dr. Claire Weeks in Hope and Help for Your Nerves (1990):
  1. Do not run away from fear.  Analyze it and see it as no more than a physical feeling.  Do not be bluffed by a physical feeling.
  2. Accept all the strange sensations…do not fight them.  Float past them.  Recognize they are temporary.
  3. Let there be no self-pity.
  4. Settle your problem as quickly as you can, if not with action, then by glimpsing and accepting a new point of view.
  5. Waste no time on “what might have been” and “if only”…
  6. Face sorrow and know that time will bring relief.
  7. Be occupied.  Do not lie in bed brooding.  Be occupied calmly, not feverishly trying to forget yourself.
  8. Remember that the strength in a muscle may depend on the confidence with which it is used.
  9. Accept your obsessions and be prepared to live with them temporarily.  Do not fight them by trying to put them away.  Let time do that.
  10. Remember, your recovery does not necessarily depend ‘entirely on you,’ as so many people are so ready to tell you.  You may need help.  Accept it willingly, without shame.
  11. Do not measure your progress day by day. ..Once you are on the right road to recovery, recovery is inevitable…
  12. Remember withdrawal is your jailer.  Recovery lies on the other side of panic.  Recovery lies in the places you fear.
  13. Do not be discouraged if you cannot make decisions while you are ill.  When you are well, decisions will be made more easily.
  14. Never accept defeat.  It is never too late to give yourself another chance.
  15. Practice, don’t test.
  16. FACE.  ACCEPT.  FLOAT.  LET TIME PASS.  IF YOU DO THIS, YOU WILL RECOVER.
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Cappy Hall Rearick
11/8/2020 04:40:39 pm

Wise words and wise council. Thank you.

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